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Hi twins, so uhhh this is awkward. Sorry I use my humor to cope
Please read, or not, I don't care, but so you'll have the explanation of why I haven't been updating, I recommend doing so.
As you all know, I don't update much. I write when I want to even though I suck at it, and that's a fact.
I didn't mention it but I have two cats. They're both siamese. Before we adopted them, I wrote whenever I felt like it and currently, for my LMK fic, I didn't even continue. For my KNY fic, I say I'm updating but I only added like 10 words. I was depressed, non-diagnosed, I don't fucking care if I actually had depression back then or not but I just HAD something. Currently I'm really sure I do. Non-diagnosed, but the confidence and determination about it is still there. Before you guys ask, no, I hardly can get it diagnosed because of my family. They don't believe in that stuff and think it's a waste of time.
The point is, back then I was so depressed (not in the mental illness way I mean like emotionally depressed) so I barely wanted to write. Entering wattpad was just to read, and when I clicked my drafts and chapters I looked at it for 20 min and left without making a change.
Recently, one of those two cats' state was getting bad, bad to worse, worse to horrible. Her name was Minni. It started with getting beside a warm place or beside someone for the warmness. We shook it off as a small cat fever. (+)