ghostkidmustdie

Can somebody confirm or deny if this human is okay? I’m freaking out thinking the worst rn. Just wanna know if you’re alive friend. 

heyyyyyyy so…. i have anew fic, i’d super majorly appreciate anyone who checked it out. It’s called Pavlove and i’m gonna update like 2-3 times a week at the moment…. 
          
          Enjoi friends. 

It seems like I talk about it a lot, but it’s a necessary thing to talk about. 
          
          December 10th 2020 Gabriel William Lee Richards committed suicide. 
          
          He was a wonderful, smart, funny, shy, loving kid and I will miss him every second of every day for the rest of my life. 
          
          Please, please, if you are hurting, reach out. You have no idea how much you mean. 
          
          

never in my life could I have dreamed something this big, 
          
          EVERYONE SCARES ME BUT YOU HAS 3k READS
          
          I’m shitting my pants I don’t even know how to process this, 
          
          
          thank you from the bottom of my heart and the middle of my brain. 
          
          Thank you from my hands and my ears and my eyes. 
          
          THANK YOU. 
          
          I love you. 
          
          xoxoghost 

ALRIGHTY FRIENDS, what are y’all more interested in? Ive got outlines and a few chapters for a Frerard and Petekey warped tour 05 story, or a Frerard hospital story worked out and I’m wondering what your more interested in. LET ME KNOW!!!!!
          
          Miss writing for ya and love you all
          Kisses
          
          Xoxoghost 

about to post the last chapter and i’m terrified!!!! probably won’t do it until tomorrow. how are you feeling about the end? i’d love some predictions.

TW- suicide 
          
          it’s suicide awareness month.
          
          i want to bring attention to suicide in young teens. teens are often ignored or pushed aside. their issues are often chalked up to hormones or teenage drama. 
          
          i just got done reading my friends obituary. 
          
          he died on december 10th 2020. 
          
          he hung himself in his bedroom. 
          
          he was a loving kid. he was a huge video game/board game nerd. he had a twin brother and an older brother, both who loved him. 
          
          he was being abused at home by his parents, as well as his twin. 
          
          i remember going to school counselors with them- they were so afraid- to try and get them help. to get them out. 
          
          no one listened. for years, no one listened. 
          
          abuse is no joke. 
          
          suicide is no joke. 
          
          listen with your ears, your heart and your brain. who knows, maybe you could save a kids life. 
          
          heaven knows i sure tried. 

Please check out my new fic “golden” !!! It would mean the world to me ❤️❤️❤️
          
          Thanks babes!!! 
          
          xoxoghost 

Hi babes! 
          
          Wow i haven’t updated in so long :/ 
          
          I’m so sorry, i know a lot of you are really wanting more frerard updates and i am working on it but a lot has happened in the past few months and creating an ending to such a long work is really difficult. 
          
          I have a question, 
          
          How would you guys feel about a new Peterick fic? I’ve been working on one for a. it and i really love it. 
          
          Let me know!!! 
          
          As always, love you!!!! 
          
          Xoxoghost 

hey babes!!! 
          
          I plan on posting new chapters in june, but I wanna get through the end of school before I post any more. Go read the latest chapter if you haven’t!! LOVE YOU!!! ❤️
          
          xoxoghost