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No one cares about me, I've accepted that. But it really sucks that people who I care about feel like that. Honestly, it's to the point where I feel like a nuisance to everyone around me. I feel useless, abandoned, used, betrayed and a pile of other shit. Even when I try to open up, people just leave me because I'm a fuck up with fucked up emotions. I know no one will read this but I don't care. I'm sorry that I complain about my life so much; and im sorry that I'm such a fuck up. Bye~ Ash