This account and my first-ever Wattpad account both have made me simply regret joining this app. There are plenty of people I regret meeting as well, but some people I love dearly. I look back at this account and I tend to ask myself "Why did I do this to myself?" I put myself through so much and for what? Without Wattpad, I would have felt way better growing up, but I found comfort in the app around 2 years ago. I am now 16 and living a decent life I would have never thought I would ever have. I love the friends I made. I love them all dearly if we aren't even friends anymore now, but what I went through wasn't it. I don't know why I am saying this, but I am a way better person now and have learned through out my life.
These days I tend to enjoy being single and finding comfort in k-pop again instead of the trauma I associated it with. I became better friends with the people I held dear. My grades aren't that good anymore, but still. I am way better at forgetting some of my past.
