ghostwonderland
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Hey , i have been inactive for so long , i kinda forgot about this site , trying to post more has been working on something , I will post a new part at every 200 reads. Hope you are all well
ZarsMars
hey is there a sequel to all alone ?
ghostwonderland
Well it rains and it pours when you're out on your own
If I crash on the couch, can I sleep in my clothes?
Cause I spent the night dancing, I'm drunk I suppose
If it looks like I'm laughing
I'm really just asking to leave this alone
You're in time for the show
You're the one that I need
I'm the one that you loathe
You can watch me corrode
Like a beast in repose
'Cause I love all the poison
Away with the boys in the band
I've really been on a bender and it shows
So why don't you blow me
A kiss before she goes?
Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
Your kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me
There's a place in the dark where the animals go
You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow
Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands
Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo
I've really been on a bender and it shows
So why don't you blow me
A kiss before she goes?
Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
Your kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me
Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
Your kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me
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ghostwonderland
"Afterlife" Lyrics:
Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems, 'cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here - so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway
I see a distant light
But girl this can't be right...
Such a surreal place to see
So how did this come to be?
Arrived too early
And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far
I don't belong here, we gotta move on, dear
Escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right, to move on and on
Far away from here!
Place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, 'cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here - so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway
This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time... (I'm much too young to fall)
So out of place, don't wanna stay
I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind
Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life
I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right, to move on and on
Far away from here!
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light
And I'd hope you might, take me back inside
When the time is right!
Loved ones back home all crying 'cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I'm choking on this ecstasy! )
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live! )
ghostwonderland
"Devil's Night"
I am an enemy of everything
My life is not for sale
My heart is in this fight forever
What can you take from me?
When there's not a single fucking day
I haven't fought to stay alive?
We're finding hope in the hopeless
I am still their voice that gets stuck in your head
I am me
And I have come to fucking scare you to death
Because that's what you deserve you disgusting piece of shit
I know the only words that you have for me
Are give up and get out
You'd like to think that we've been beaten
But we're here to stay
Forever and always
Every single day
Not giving up, living up all my dreams
So go ahead and look like I'm inferior
Condescension, Suffering, Callousness and Loathing
Are the badges I have earned for my cause
And I am finding hope within hatred
A reason to persist, to push past everything
We are here
And we have come to scare you to death
Because that's what you deserve
You fucking fake ass hypocrites
I know the only words that you have for me
Are give up and get out
You'd like to think that we've been beaten
But we're here to stay
Forever and always
So loud
We are the ones that you pushed away
For drowning your voice out
You'd like to think
We've been defeated, but we're here to stay
Forever and always
We've been through everything
And we all have our scars
We may be broken but you
CAN'T KILL ALL OF US
GO!
Think before you fucking speak
I am no villain, think before you fucking speak
People fear what they don't understand
And so now beauty has become the fucking beast
(Maybe you didn't hear me?)
I SAID GO FUCK YOURSELF!
I know the only words that you have for me
Are give up and get out
You'd like to think
That we've been beaten but we're here to stay
Forever and always
So Loud
We are the ones that you pushed away
For drowning your voice out
You'd like to think
We've been defeated, but we're here to stay
Forever and always
ghostwonderland
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
ghostwonderland
Is there a right way for how this goes
You've got your friends
And you've got your foes
They want a piece of something hot
Forget your name like they forgot
Ain't that something
So when I see you crash and burn
I criticize your every word
I'm trying to keep from going insane
Ain't that the way of this whole damn thing
Trying to be something..
more
Nobody's gonna love you if
You can't display a way to capture this
Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
No it's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
and it's time for you to walk away
So when you have today
You should say all that you have to say
Say all that you have to say
Is there a right way for being strong
Feels like I'm doing things all wrong
Still I'm here just holding on
Confess my heart and forgive my wrongs
Just trying to show you something..
More
Nobody's gonna love you if
You can't display a way to capture this
Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
It's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away
When you have today
You should say all that you have to say
Don't point the blame when you can't find nothing
Look to yourself and you might find something
It's time that we sorted out
All of the things
We complain about
So listen close to the sound of your soul
Take back a life
We led once before
If it ain't you then who
If it ain't you
Then who's gonna love you
Nobody's gonna love you if
you can't display a way to capture this
Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
It's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away
When you have today
You should say all that you have to say
So when you have today
Say all that you have to say
ghostwonderland
"Keep Myself Alive"
I always ask myself
How could this darker cloud make me stronger now.
I'll always ask myself
When will this go away?
When will this change?
Oh! I don't wanna, wanna wait.
All of this pain,
Oh! will it, will it go away?
I ask myself this everyday.
[Chorus:]
I just wanna leave this place behind.
Every time I see your face in mine.
I just wanna leave this place behind.
Every time I see your face in mine.
I sink and drink myself to sleep.
Of course I think I'm a lot stronger now.
I gotta catch myself
To kick this over, make it go away.
When will this change?
Oh! I don't wanna, wanna wait.
Ohhh! of this pain!
Oh! will it, will it go away?
I broke apart to play the game.
[Chorus]
So what's your inner thought!
You left me high, you left me dry!
So what's your life look like?
Just don't fix mine, you're all you got.
Never gazelling my head.
Keeping me alive from my death.
I keep singing da da da da da
I keep singing just to keep myself alive!
Alive, just to keep myself alive.
[Chorus x2]
So what's your inner thought!
You left me high, you left me dry!
So what your life looks like.
Just don't fix mine, you're all you got
You're all you got!
You're all you've got!
ghostwonderland
If I could find the words,
if I could shake the world,
if I could turn back time,
would you still be there?
I can't stop thinking about the way
I left you sinking with no escape.
Now there's no lifeline,
no way to save,
but maybe next time I won't throw it all away.
I ask myself everyday.
If I could find the words,
if I could shake the world,
if I could turn back time,
would you still be there?
If I could find the words to say,
if I could shake the world to break you down,
then would you still be there?
Dislocated,
I lie awake
suffocating in my mistakes.
I lost my halo when I fell from grace,
but maybe next time I won't throw it all away.
I ask myself everyday.
If I could find the words,
if I could shake the world,
if I could turn back time,
would you still be there?
If I could find the words to say,
if I could shake the world to break you down,
then would you still be there?
There's no dancing around it.
I crawl into the fire then fan the flames,
& I can't stand it,
but I don't have the strength to burn the page.
If I could find the words,
if I could shake the world,
if I could turn back time,
would you still be there?
If I could find the words to say,
if I could shake the world to break you down,
then would you still be there?