ghostybae_

Idc if you believe in this God or that God, or no God at all. Please for the love of God send some prayers my way! Got my gallbladder romved 4 days ago, hurts like hell

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this message may be offensive 
If y’all’ve ever read the shit show that is “✨s h i t✨ of some sort”, then you know I’m very suicidal. This year is the first time I haven’t felt the urge to die 24/7, or gotten upset and thought about suicide. Recently though, around thanksgiving, it’s been getting bad again. I self harmed for the first time in a very long time. 
          
          BUT! I got a dog, and let me tell you, she has been what’s kept me alive and not actively trying to kill myself. I just can’t stand the thought of leaving her all alone, defenseless, helpless. Everything in her life depends on me, Yaknow? I can’t bear it. 
          
          So, my advice to all you little suicidal babies, if you can, get a pet. They might save your life one day :)

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Going to see Wicked at 10:30pm. Yayyyy… I’m really doing this for my mom. I severely dislike Ariana Grande  (sue me) so I don’t really want to see it, nor do I have any interest to see it regardless. And I’ve heard it’s long. Wish me luck guys✌️

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I regret to inform everyone that I have relapsed. 
          
          Into Black Butler.
          
          No, I don’t hardly remember anything from the anime, nor did I read the manga, but I can read fanfics, and find 2D characters attractive for the first time since I was in middle school.
          
          The point is I need recommendations. Real, GOOD, NICELY WRITTEN recommendations.
          
          Grell, Sebastian, Ciel, Undertaker/Adrien Crevan.
          
          Thank you.

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Kinda hurts realizing I was never a writer; I was just trying to escape/cope with reality. Haven’t written anything or even daydreamed a full story in almost a year. I get the very very beginning and can’t imagine anything else. Haven’t written one letter.