ghostybae_

Currently freaking out bc none of my clothes fit since I’ve lost weight and we don’t have the money to afford new ones. None of my shorts or pants or sweatpants fit. The bras are either too little or too big.
          
          My mom said this isn’t usually something girls cry over; they usually celebrate. I guess they can all afford a new fucking wardrobe then.

Got my wisdom teeth out yesterday. Got to keep that teeth. They’re ugly lol.
          
          It’s a bitch to do anything the requires opening me mouth a certain degree 

Trying to figure out who my Percy Jackson Faceclaim should be for my day dreams, like, I LOVE Miles Teller but he looks too much like a child of Anaideia to be Percy

Happy Easter! My easter basket consisted of 4 things, none of which I like or can use. Thought that counts I guess (even though my dad got everything he liked even if it was a little expensive. Mine was all cheap bs. Yes I’m aware I sound like a brat, but when you grow up used to something it’s a little jarring when suddenly you don’t get it anymore)

I keep forgetting I’m 20 now and every time I remember I want to cry 

My girl is all doped up, can’t even eat anything.
          
          Also, going to the urologist/gyno on the 14
          
          
          Little update

My poor baby’s dew claw got all fucked up somehow. We’re going to the vet to get her checked out, at the moment it’s all wrapped up.
          
          On a more downside my dad’s plans are thwarted AGAIN. So he’s pissed. AGAIN.
          
          On the brightish side, my tightest jeans are now very loose on me. Like, I can fit the length of a book in between me and how far they stretch out (like in those weight loss ads you got on TV when you were a kid) downside is I don’t know my size for pretty much ANYTHING anymore. Like my bra size. 38G is too small, but 40G is too big, and I used to be 48G. My pants size used to be 14, maybe 12 in some brands, but now wtf is it?!
          
          
          Thanks, prayers for my dog would be appreciated 

Update on the cyst:
          
          Idk if that’s what it is, the pain comes and goes. It must be a minor one, maybe? Or maybe this is what a big one feels like before it burst? All I know is that a big one bursting makes me quite literally cry and scream in pain, and minor ones bursting  just hurt a bit.
          
          
          Thanks

Pretty sure I’m currently in the middle of having an ovarian cyst burst. Which, ya know, sucks for multiple reasons, the most being it puts me on my ass for about 2 weeks and I can’t do literally ANYTHING.
          
          Can’t catch a break, huh?

Mom’s bringing Chilis and my cake home. Wish I could show y’all the cake! It’s vintage themed (like me now apparently) white and pastel blue with the words from a meme on it;
          
          You’re 20?! It’s ok babygirl no one has to know
          
          So if you’ve seen I you get it. Had this cake planned since last year or the year before