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Long story EXTREMELY short, I had a dream yesterday that I was Micheal Jackson’s girlfriend. I don’t even LIKE MJ like that ToT
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HELP what was the name of the one Harry Potter fic where the mc is sent forward in time as a baby by her mom before she died and she lived at an orphanage then somehow got back to golden trio timeline (her og timeline) and Sirius Black is her dad???
And it could be another fic but Cedric is the love interest and she’s able to make a potion that brought him back to life after he died, and she has no idea how she did it?
If the second one is another fic if like to find that one as well!
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Made an instagram account for Wattpad. Little to nothing will be posted, but it’s for mutuals who want to talk privately instead of on my wall, or in case I fall off the face of the earth.
The link is in my bio.
Thanks.
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Anyone else starting to really dislike Wattpad?
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Fuck, Wattpad found out about the no ads “hack”. You don’t scroll to the next chapter, you click on chapters then click the next one.
That was my only way of no ads, and the fucking figured it out and put ads anyways.
It’s almost not worth it to read on here anymore. But I don’t really like Ao3 and it doesn’t have an app, and all the other apps are full of shit. Wattpad the only option, and don’t they fuckin know it.
lenaf327
@ghostybae_ totally understand! Im very particular about the few I have and lowkey use my parents logins/subscriptions when I can lol. Even with income, theres so many greedy companies so it’s definitely not worth all the cost! A lot of streaming platforms aren’t available in germany, but I’m actually glad. I wish there was another way to get them for sure
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@lenaf327 unfortunately I don’t have any means of continuous income, and even if I did I don’t think I’d spend it on any subscriptions, I wouldn’t like to see my overall income shrink into nothingness with all the stuff I’d subscribe to lol. But if I could get one another way I probably would lol
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@ghostybae_ I only use the app but I remember before I did the ad free subscription, it was such a pain! Ads are overkill now across all platforms
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Seeing a cardiologist next week, I think. See if I have heart problems like my mom suspects
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Houston trip went well. Turns you the urologist/gyno was, in fact, NOT a gyno, just a urologist, so now we have to start from scratch to find out about endo.
She thinks I have a weak pelvic floor, due to losing an alarming amount of weight in such a short amount of time and gastro issues, OR one of my medications that I can’t change, or a mixture of all three.
I have to do pelvic exercises until my body can recover from all that
Thanks
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Yeah, also found out I get carsick now, even though I haven’t since I was a kid, so that’s fun
lenaf327
I’m glad the trip went well! Sounds like you’re getting some answers (or at least a few possibilities), so hopefully can all be sorted soon
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Y’all please pray for me (if you’re into that) bc my anxiety has been almost unmanageable lately, and fast cars and highways are some of my triggers and I have to go to Houston and back tomorrow, then again sometime in the future. It’s going to be fucking hell and I’m so scared.
We don’t know what caused it to suddenly be this way, it happened out of nowhere after certain medicine complications that we adjusted to fix this and it hasn’t worked. I just want things to go back to normal.
I want to be mad at God but I know I shouldn’t be.
Thanks for coming to my ted talk. Love y’all
lenaf327
Sending you good vibes and thoughts for the drive! It’s always frustrating when our bodies react certain ways and we don’t have the control to fix it. Not sure if you’re driving/passenger but: playlist of music you love or that calms you down, sour candy or lollipops can help with anxiety sometimes, and look into mindfulness based stress reduction scripts/videos/audios (I did my master’s thesis on mindfulness based stress reduction and it can be helpful!!)
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Currently freaking out bc none of my clothes fit since I’ve lost weight and we don’t have the money to afford new ones. None of my shorts or pants or sweatpants fit. The bras are either too little or too big.
My mom said this isn’t usually something girls cry over; they usually celebrate. I guess they can all afford a new fucking wardrobe then.
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Got my wisdom teeth out yesterday. Got to keep that teeth. They’re ugly lol.
It’s a bitch to do anything the requires opening me mouth a certain degree