Matty (I follow back)

omg nvm lol im gonna make new account bye lol

omg hi im back and im editing the story omg omg omg

Hey, it's been a while, hope you're doing ok <33333

im going to the hospital. i'll be back, sorry about not updating the story.

611 reads??? i dont even update that story regularly,, and its not even good?? anyway, thanks!! also, im so sorry that i haven't updated. ive literally been having panic attacks everyday for the past two weeks lmao

wow 500 reads lets go girlies (thats a gender neutral 'girlies' bc yall are valid and i love you ✨)

Hey! I would really appreciate it if you nominated my fanfics in the awards! I’ll do the same for you!
          https://my.w.tt/0YjoC7Aia6

chapter 8 is up! ft. beej being an absolute dumbass
          
          hey guess what? i ate dinner!! like, a 725 calorie meal! 
          
           go me 

hi. honest update on myself.
          will anyone read this? no lmao.
          
          im not doing well rn :)
          
          im really trying to write, but the motivation just isn't there. i feel so bad because i know there's a few of you who actually read my book. its not fair to you. you deserve an author with actual motivation (and talent, might i add.) 
          
          sometimes i wish i wasnt like this. that i was able to do things normally without my mental health dragging me down. i wish i was able to laugh, and be happy again. i wish i could get out of bed and actually eat something. none of my clothes fit me anymore. i have to wear a belt with everything. it  sucks 
          
          if you decide to stick around, i'll hopefully have another chapter out soon. if not, feel free to unfollow. i won't be mad, and i honestly encourage it. i don't deserve followers.
          
          thank you for reading this far. i love you. messgae me if you ever need anything.
          
          xoxo
          mads

400 reads! holy fuCKING SHIT