ghoulathena

hey, long time no see! 
          	
          	after much thought, i’ve decided to unpublish both enigma and some secrets you just can’t tell. this decision was due to the fact that honestly? they’re embarrassing to read three years later and i’m not proud of them. i want to put out work that i’m proud of, and i feel like keeping those stories up was holding me back from accomplishing what im capable of as a more advanced writer. 
          	
          	i’m going to try and start writing way more frequently now, as for a VERY long time i let depression + my intrusive, suicidal thoughts get the best of me and keep me from writing. i used writers block as an excuse as to why i’ve stopped writing, which it was a factor to some degree; however, it was mostly due to my struggle with mental health. now that my mind has cleared and i haven’t had a relapse in some time, i’m hoping i can get back into the groove of writing every day and regain that passion i once had. 
          	
          	i hope that you all can forgive me for my large hiatus. i truly am going to try and get some writing out as soon as possible, and i’m hoping that these stories will be well received, but if they aren’t that’s okay too. i’m writing for me now, and that’s all that matters. thank you to those of you who have stuck around, and any encouraging words you can offer will be received warmly and openly. 
          	
          	i love you.

ghoulathena

hey, long time no see! 
          
          after much thought, i’ve decided to unpublish both enigma and some secrets you just can’t tell. this decision was due to the fact that honestly? they’re embarrassing to read three years later and i’m not proud of them. i want to put out work that i’m proud of, and i feel like keeping those stories up was holding me back from accomplishing what im capable of as a more advanced writer. 
          
          i’m going to try and start writing way more frequently now, as for a VERY long time i let depression + my intrusive, suicidal thoughts get the best of me and keep me from writing. i used writers block as an excuse as to why i’ve stopped writing, which it was a factor to some degree; however, it was mostly due to my struggle with mental health. now that my mind has cleared and i haven’t had a relapse in some time, i’m hoping i can get back into the groove of writing every day and regain that passion i once had. 
          
          i hope that you all can forgive me for my large hiatus. i truly am going to try and get some writing out as soon as possible, and i’m hoping that these stories will be well received, but if they aren’t that’s okay too. i’m writing for me now, and that’s all that matters. thank you to those of you who have stuck around, and any encouraging words you can offer will be received warmly and openly. 
          
          i love you.

ghoulathena

i posted a thing to my oc drabbles! no, my laptop isn't fixed (we found out it's completely broken nd we can't fix it) but it was like 300 words so i thought it wouldn't hurt to type it out on my phone. please give it a read!!!

ghoulathena

i think what i'll do is write the chapters in my notebook and then, once i have access to a computer or finally get my own, i'll publish them all at once???? so like there'll be a huge hiatus but then once i'm back all the chapters will be put up. 
          
          so yh this is basically me announcing that ssyjct is being put on hiatus, not because i want to, but because i don't have much of a choice right now 

ghoulathena

okay yeah its looking like it's p much completely broken so uh. for now i either have to hope that my sister will let me use her computer to write or im going to have to get a job and save for a new one,,,, in the meantime i can try and just type it out on my phone but be expecting missing words and typos bc i won't be able to catch them all most likely! unless someone wants to serve as a beta reader for me to catch the mistakes and things but like i highly doubt i'll find anyone for that

ghoulathena

hihi! there's probs not gonna be an update for a while bc it's gonna be a really busy week, i'm going to a con on friday and one of my cosplays still isn't done, and i'll be coming back on sunday but i probably won't have the energy to write  after this week is over though, i'll definitely get an update out