@ghqstifiedd
another update .
so my dad passed , and i think i may quit . idk if i'll ever come back but please DONT beg me to stay . its just gonna want me to leave more .
@ghqstifiedd Okay. You can leave if you want. You deserve that. Just don’t ever think of leaving this earth. Don’t think of suicide. Even though you leave, we’ll still be here praying for you!
⚠️ smol update ⚠️
hi , i know some of you may not wanna hear me rant but this is the warning . so if you dont want to read a rant stop reading now .
well , as some of you may know , my father has small cell cancer . today , i found out from my mom and grandma today that he is probably gonna pass in weeks to months . he probably isnt gonna make it much longer . do any of you guys have advice ...?
@ghqstifiedd Ummm... Ummm... Ummm... Ummm... I don’t really have much experience with this. The most I’ve been through is my aunt dying of breast cancer. Though if this helps in any way, seek help from people that care about you and pray to whoever god you believe in. Also, there are a few songs that you could listen too: Carry On by Michelle Creber: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7mU4KaDsyQ&feature=share It’s Gonna Turn Around by Michelle Creber: https://youtu.be/nxcZVkoJcHo
⚠️ announcement ⚠️
i will be quitting on both of my accounts . personal reasons . it's been hard
well i lied . he isnt the best . he cheated on me , technically . he's liked my best friend for 2 weeks :)
@ghqstifiedd fÜcK!? How dare he do that to someone deserving of love and proper care? Maybe he’ll come back to you, Mack. The best will. Or maybe a new person will step into your life. Someone who will never leave your side. The tables may turn
hello !
my mother took me out early . therefore i just need a therapist . currently , my therapist is my boyfriend . i've been telling him everything . so i may be active sometimes , but not all the time .
@ghqstifiedd That’s great, Mack! I hope he helps you feel better! And please do not feel giving up!
trigger warning;
i've recently cut again and i'm probably about to be sent to a camp for people with depression . i will not have my phone for about 2 weeks ? my friends will be checking notifs for me .
@ghqstifiedd ((Mack, I am so heartbroken to hear this...If camp really does help you out, then I hope you're going there for the best. Because I don't want you harming yourself in any way. I'm gonna miss you if you go! And I really do hope you end up feeling better emotionally. I've also been depressed lately, which is a reason why I don't come on here much. I know how much of a struggle life is. But none of the many people who care about you want you to harm yourself. Get better soon!))
Well, I belive that there’s a way to make anyone happy without a camp. Though since you’re being sent there, I hope that camp treats you nicely. Please don’t cut yourself! There are people out there in the world who love you and will really miss you if something bad happens! Please take care of your health, physical, mental and emotional! We’ll miss you!
⚠️ ANNOUNCEMENT⚠️
i'm back now ! feel free to send me messages , rp requests , etc !
⚠️ ANNOUNCEMENT ⚠️
hello everyone ! how was everyone's day ?
i'm here to annouce that my birthday is on the 28th . due to that , i will be unactive on the 28th (starting at 3) , until the 29th . i would like to spend time with my family, friends, and boyfriend on those two days .
sincerely ,
uhm i feel like a hoe but whatever .
i think i actually found my official significant other . he’s amazing and idk what i would do without him ...
