Airis Einstein 😘

Any one: Suho stalker.
          Everyone: Yee Yee! 
          Me: Suho stalker. 
          Everyone: Excuse me bitch Suho is nowhere near stalker look it up on google the meaning of stalker you dumb bi-
          
          Istg! Why does this always happens to me? T_T Everytime when I say something that others says it too that gets positive responses but then when I SAY IT then they would criticise me for it like what???? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?! T_T
          
          Also, the Suho (True Beauty Drama) thing is true. It just happened just now that's why I'm ranting right now lol!
          

It frustrates me whenever I tell someone I'm Asian and they say "Wow, you look western tho" no babe I look Asian ♡ Those people who says that are the type of person who believes Asia only contained Korea, China and Japan and. that all Asians look similar. Those stereotypical Asian looks you're talking about is East Asian. There's South East, Middle East and many more parts of Asia who you say look "western". For god damn sake, stop calling us non East Asian "western" Asia is diversed why can't ya'll accept it? 

I'm wearing a new white comfy pants and I'm fecking scared that my period would come and ruin it UGHH!!! 

I know I'm a day late sorry I was kinda busy >w< Anyways, HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY TAEHYUNG! MAY YOUR 2021 BE GREAT FULL OF POSITIVITY AND LOVE!! ♡♡♡♡
          
          Happy new years guys! (not yet but it's the last day of 2020) I hope 2021 would be a better year than 2020! I hope everyone's 2021 is filled with happiness! Love ya'll! ♡♡♡

great my family thinks i have a demon with me due to my depression and social anxiety fucking great. literally, just today they invited these religious people like priest but in Islam we called them uztaz (for men) and uztazah (for women). they did these like rituals on me for me to get "better" i feel so fucking disappointed and betrayed I remember wanting to cry so much at the moment but hold it in. like im sorry i can't interact with people or trapped myself in the room isolating myself from everybody but for goddamn sake not everything is demons! i know im not normal but you don't need to remind me. my family thought they were helping me but they just worsen me istg. i literally want to run away from home or just die. i don't want to be near them at least for now they went too far it really fucking hurts me. i know im blessed with having a family while some don't im sorry i really do i just can't with them anymore. they are just toxic. they would always reminds me how im not normal and now they brought these religious people to exercise me i can't. should i run away or die? i really want to get out of this hell home. i wish i had somebody to talk someone who understands me but i don't im lonely and the only place where i can feel not alone and happy is the internet so im sorry if you guys are annoyed by me. if you're reading this, thank you ♡

GUYS FUNNY STORY!
          
          ♡ story one ♡
          
          (a lil back story) 
          
           So a few years ago me and my one friend would always visits each others house after school regularly since we live in the same apartment but she lives one level above me.
          
           So one day, when my parents weren't home I was showering while my friend watches the tv and eat something from the kitchen and when I finished and dressed I see my friend eating noodles from the pot but it's a cute little pot (sounds weird ik) coloured light blue with polkadots. I asked her why is she eating from the pot which she answered "I feel aesthetic" I remember just standing there not knowing what to say lol T_T We don't see each other anymore but girl I appreciate your honesty I could never-
          
          ♡ story two ♡
          
          We had english class and my seat mate forget to bring her book so I shared with her then the teacher noticed and asked "which of you didn't bring?" I raised my hand then the teacher scolded my seat mate and she said to the teacher "sharing is caring ♡♡♡" to which the teacher replied "sharing is boring" then continued to teach the class. I remember trying so hard to hold in my laugh lol!

Yall I heard True Beauty Drama adaptation are going to air on tvN on December 9th!!! IM SO EXCITED JQJQOWIQIQLKQQKJQ

I know I'm a month late to this but one of NCT U's Make A Wish performance was very disrespectful for us muslims.
          
          I'm not putting the blame on the group I know it's not their fault (fuck you sbs and sm). It really hurts me deeply that people refuse to understand why we were offended by this despite explaining it multiple times and even had the effing guts to call us sensitive muslims or butthurt.
          
          If it weren't Islam that they were disrespecting everyone would freak out, trending it and there won't be any ignorant comments. And if it weren't a boy group, everyone would freak out too :/
          
          I'm so used to seeing ignorant comments about Islam or using Islam as an aesthetic but it still hurt especially when they refuses to take criticisms and ignore us.
          
          Like I said, I don't blame NCT for it I know they have no control of what their stage theme would be like.
          
          Thank you for reading my boring annoying rants lol T_T Have a great day ♡♡♡

I'm afraid of ghost/demon but honestly tho they are seriously annoying. By appearance, they are creepy looking but by behaviour, they are annoying. Like, stop pulling people's blankets or closing/open the doors in 3am for goodness sake! And believe it or not but I had never been disturb by them because I would always say into the thin air "I don't disturb you so you don't disturb me" and glare into spaces where I felt like something is watching me. Wait, maybe I am one of them-
          
          Like I said, I had never been disturb by them well except for that one time when I was 7 but it was just my hair getting pulled nothing big (feck u ghost whoever did that!). The reason I wrote this it's because whenever I read ghost stories the ghosts always would disturb the humans first and did annoying things like closing/opening the doors at night when you're trying to SLEEP or turning off the electricity like BOI JUST SIT YOUR ASS DOWN AND DRAW.
          
          Lol ghosts are literally like an annoying younger sibling tryna to annoy you. Wait, I'm an annoying younger sibling who always annoys my siblings everyday oh no I'M ONE OF THEM-

If my youtube account has bts username or profile picture and someone still ask the obvious question "are you an army?" im going to reply with "no ew kpop sucks" they would be so confused lol.