It feels strange to be back here after such a long time. So many messages, comments, and so much love—it truly moved me to tears. I know some of you have moved on, some new faces arrived, and many read my stories—finished or not. I'm sorry I disappeared without a word. Life took a heartbreaking turn.
Some of you already know—I lost my newborn daughter. That grief broke me in ways I never imagined. I once wrote about child loss in Twist of Fate, never knowing I'd live that pain myself. But with faith, time, and healing, I’ve been blessed again—I'm now a mother to a beautiful baby boy. The pain will never leave, but I’ve found a way to carry it with strength.
I finally peeked back into the world that once felt like home—and it still feels like home. My love for TayNew? Still strong. Tay’s 34th birthday hug with New made me smile and reminded me why I stan them.
To all of you—thank you. To those who reached out, even messaged my husband Aiden, I don’t know if I deserve your love, but I cherish it deeply. Congrats to all who got married, had babies, graduated, or started new journeys—I've read your messages and I'm so proud of you. And to those still struggling, please hold on. Brighter days are ahead.
I’ll try to be back, slowly. I haven’t written in a while, but I’ll do my best to finish what I started. Thank you for not giving up on me.
If you'd like to connect, I’m finally sharing my X account: @SunshineTaynew
Love you all. Always. ❤️