it’s been a year since our last conversation here, i miss the old me, the immature her, she’s so carefree, i’m jealous of her. i’m sorry for the heartbreak you will experience a year after this. dear old me, don’t let your inner selfish self control you, both us know we make mistakes whenever we tried to control our life. the 6 years after you started here, are ruined, all because of me, i’m sorry. the 12 years old hanah, please forgive me for being selfish. i ruined everything you are trying to protect, for yourself-but, i lost. i gave in, gave everything just because i want to have a lil fun. please decide well for your life, think carefully and don’t let others manipulate you, i know you are stronger than me, i luv you my dear old self❤️
