girl-on-water

hey dear followers,
          	i've been inactive and it's gonna stay that way, but the last months i was on my worst. in november i thought, i wasn't worth living and i felt like dying inside while i pretended to be fine.
          	now, i'm better. i cleared things with my friends and i can't believe my luck at the moment. of course, i'm still dealing with some trauma and problems, but i feel save again.
          	i have a relationship with the most amazing person i've ever met, i'm over some struggles, i have friends i really love.
          	thanks to everyone here who cared about me and listened to me.
          	i hope you're okay or getting better, if you wanna talk, text me on instagram (same user)
          	love y'all

donutofgreglestrade

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girl-on-water

hey dear followers,
          i've been inactive and it's gonna stay that way, but the last months i was on my worst. in november i thought, i wasn't worth living and i felt like dying inside while i pretended to be fine.
          now, i'm better. i cleared things with my friends and i can't believe my luck at the moment. of course, i'm still dealing with some trauma and problems, but i feel save again.
          i have a relationship with the most amazing person i've ever met, i'm over some struggles, i have friends i really love.
          thanks to everyone here who cared about me and listened to me.
          i hope you're okay or getting better, if you wanna talk, text me on instagram (same user)
          love y'all

donutofgreglestrade

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girl-on-water

i'm back btw i think i'm happier than before but rn my uterus does some disco dance, my school life is still the way it was, my parents still just care about my "bad" grades and ye
          
          how are you doing?

loveyourchocolate

*hugs you* i'm glad you're happier tho <3
            
            stressed lol latin klassenarbeit tomorrow and lots of homework
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donutofgreglestrade

@ girl-on-water  LOVE YOU'RE DOING GREAT <33
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girl-on-water

hello people i went home yesterday, my covid test is negative and I'm physically alright.
          if god exists, i thank them.
          tomorrow i'll go to my safeplace again and be with the most important person in my life for a week (i'll be offline then)
          but rn i'm extremely scared and it feels like there's pressure on my chest. i hate myself for my depression.
          
          how are you doing?

girl-on-water

@loveyourchocolate thank you sm that's nice when i'm back i'll text you on insta again, you're such a nice person :)
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loveyourchocolate

@girl-on-water
            much fun with this person in your saveplace and i'm glad you're physically good (and i hope you feel a little better mentally as well) <3
            
            i'm fine, called with a friend for an hour and it was pretty nice
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girl-on-water

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falls ihr betet, könnt ihr bitte für mich mitbeten dass ich kein corona bekomme und das was ich so fucking brauche klappt? danke sehr freundlich 

loveyourchocolate

@girl-on-water
            bin kurz religiös geworden
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girl-on-water

leute ich flieg gleich nach spanien wünscht mir glück dass ich nicht abstürz oder corona bekomme

girl-on-water

bin ich die einzige die findet, dass "gegenteile ziehen sich an" (meistens) schwachsinn ist?
          LIKE OKAY ICH KOMM SAFE MIT NEM HOMOPHOBEN SEXIST MENSCH ZUSAMMEN LETS GO

strawmoony

@girl-on-water ach ist doch nicht schlimm! deine meinung ist schließlich auch valid und ich verstehe ja was du meintest :))
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girl-on-water

@strawmoony @gletscherblau okay, ich glaub ich hab mich einfach falsch ausgedrückt/nicht richtig drüber nachgedacht 
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girl-on-water

an alle die netflix haben und thriller mögen guckt "der kreis" (nur englisches audio aber deutsche untertitel)
          dieser film ist so krank 
          (btw sagt bescheid ich hab noch mehr empfehlungen)

girl-on-water

@loveyourchocolate "thinking about ending things" oder so hab das nicht zuende geguckt aber hab den plot nicht gecheckt, die ersten 20 min sind die nur auto gefahren und haben über gedichte geredet und dann gefühlt zeitreisen idk 
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