girlgotagunx

back for a second.
          
          with the new year now arrived, most will be celebrating and cheering on to the new adventures of 2026! that won’t be the case for most.
          
          most will be sat alone, in silence.
          
          every year, millions of people suffer in silence. most don’t make it. suicide is the leading case of deaths in people. wether they’re young, old, white or black, millions suffer with mental health. 
          
          so, with this new year ready and in place, make sure you check up on those who become distance or silent.
          
          because no one deserves to suffer in silence.
          
          i will always raise awareness around mental health, wether that’s in real life, online and in my books. in “The Singer Of Dreams” you will find a chapter with all suicide hotlines around the world. if you can’t reach out to family or friends, please try a number of you country.
          
          with that, i wish you all a happy, healthy and safe new year. 
          
          you are not alone, never forget that.
          
          h 

i just realised “The Angelic Soul” is two years old. how has it been two years since i started writing that cringy train wreck of a story!! :p 

bro lowkey no one read my first book, that shit is cringey af. 

guys i saw tokio hotel in london last monday, it was fucking magical!! but jeez, the queue to get in took for ages. :p
          who else went?! 

i’m going to be honest, i’ve lost the passion for writing. i don’t enjoy it as much as i used to, and i’ll admit that. lost motivation that much i don’t think i could finish the current book, i just don’t know where to take it. i’ll try my best, but honestly i’m growing out of the writing fan fics phase. i’m sorry.

guys gimme some plot twists i can add to the story, i’ve got writers block and i need some help :p

has it been long enough now for me to say that i can’t stand britney manson.
          she is just not.. it.

guys what’s a celebrity you genuinely forgot was dead? like juice wrld! i literally was sat there today like ‘oh shit he’s been dead for almost five years.’ :p

guys i legit was going to post last night but fell asleep lmao. i’ll post that part tonight;)

guys so sorry for not posting a lot recently, i’m ill as fuck at the moment :( i am starting to feel better though, and will continue to write soon. :)