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merry christmassss to anyone who celebrates ! i love u guys

hi guys ^_^
          i’m gonna write again 
          PLS HOLD ON FOR ME

i'm sorry guys LMAO honestly these days i've had no space in my head to sit down and finish the next chapter quickly cs of midterms and more importantly everything that is going on in the world. palestinians are in my heart forever and have always been and to see what is happening to them with the world's support is genuinely horrifying.
          
          that being said i am writing little by little every now and then i just really wanna make each chapter good and finish their story well as i near the end of ASC so thank u for waiting ik i've said that like a million times but really thank u. i've been writing this story for years now so LMAO u are all amazing and i love you all and i love my jenniekins

honestly just out of curiosity what r ur guys’ favorite fanfic tropes / genres or anything like that  ? personally while i def do still love fics that aren’t in this realm i #love non idol aus idk … specifically ones that take place in like school too. and childhood friends to lovers for me too IT HITS IDK IT HITS esp if they grow apart a lil in the middle of it all

new chapter :D YASS. sorry for any mistakes in advance </3.... hOPE UR DOING WELL

i saw jennie last night !!! ^_^_^_^__^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^__^ anyway i'll GET TO WRITING AGAIN .. hope ur all doing well and not thinking of ASC update rate too much (':

ch 18 uploaded :D i hope u guys like it
          i love u all

HELLOoO
          firstly i want to say thank you so much to everyone who enjoys a silent cause, I am aware more than anyone that I haven’t updated in 25,000 years, and I’m also aware that I’ve told people I would be updating soon only for nothing to come after (feeling like bp) So I am genuinely, genuinely sorry about that. Second, to be completely honest, I had the goal to just write the remaining chapters and upload them all at once to make it up to everyone. I felt a big obligation to finish this story and I still do. I’ve tried countless times, I have the majority of the remaining chapters written, but for some reason I just can’t finish them. When I try and write the rest, it just doesn’t feel right. I will definitely still finish this story but it’s probably going to take a long time. I love Jennie even more than I did before so it’s not that, but in my life I would say that this story is lower in my priorities since I’m pretty busy with school. Again, I’m sorry, I know how terrible it is to love a fanfic and then have it stop suddenly, I definitely owed you all an apology but I sincerely promise that I won’t abandon it forever
          
          HOPE UR ALL DOING WELL

I hate to be that person but I don’t think I’ll be able to breath without knowing where this story is going 

update?