NYX ★

hey ( giggling nervously ) i'm plugging my twitter because EVIDENTLY i have abandoned my account here. i log in every now and then and giggle because there are poor unfortunate people who still insist on reading my fic despite it being last updated nearly TWO WHOLE YEARS AGO ?? ( i can't believe it's been THAT long ?? ) and uhm i feel guilty but tbh i was like , 12 ?? when i started writing that fic ? and it was initially a joke tbh. and i've just moved on in life lol. so i don't think i'm ever gonna get back into bnha. i might re-write the fic one day because some aspects of it are absolutely atrocious ( to the extent that i can't even bring myself to READ what i've written ) but i feel like that is a VERY long-term plan of mine.
          
          in the mean time , you can find me yelling on twitter ( @ / ACERP4LMATUM , it's also linked in my carrd if you press the button that says "follow" ) about scaramouche from the hit game genshin impact or you can find me raging over losing my combo in project sekai.
          
          i hope that , wherever you are in life now , my horribly written fanfic brought you joy in the days where it was at its peak ( despite how outdated it is now .. ) and that , in this small part of the world , a younger me made you smile with her words. to those who have been waiting since the beginning on that fateful day in early 2020 when i made the initial decision to upload that fanfic , i would like to thank you for your time and apologise for how much of it i wasted by making you wait. i love each and every one of you for the fond memories created here and i hope that life treats you well.
          
          and if you're seeing this in your notifications and you've completely forgotten who i am , then honestly good for you , i think it's for the best that people forget about the things i've written here lol. 
          
          love , nyx ♡ ( although i'm most likely remembered as leah haha )

.. OH MY GOD SHUT UP WDYM THIS ACCOUNT HAS EXISTED FOR FOUR YEARS ....
          
          that is so embarrassing i'm actually so sorry for the people who had to read my fanfics written here i promise i'm better than that nowadays .. i still do not. really. uhm. know why people ever insisted on reading that bnha fic of mine because 100% honest , it was atrocious. i don't know what ever possessed people to take a look at it and think "oh yes , this is what i'm going to spend my spare time reading" like WHAT ... why would you ever do that to yourself and subject yourself to such torture ??
          
          anyway rant over i just think. sometimes. about my cringe past self ... bc i was so cringe
          
          omg no way after like just came up on my playlist bye

"but yeah i'll see y'all next chapter" a quote from me two years ago after abandoning my fic with over 200k reads

nothing pains me more than coming on here once every few months and seeing the poor people who still read and comment on my abandoned bnha fic expecting me to update it. i hope they get well soon , enjoying content written by me so long ago is a tragic disease to be affected by

fun fact : the last thing i actually wrote was an english assessment that definitely didn't steal the concepts from dainsleif's backstory and uh yeah

i actually feel so embarrassed for the people who read forever like unironically like i'm so sorry you have to go through that and yet you enjoy it regardless ??? it pains me to even read a single sentence of that godforsaken fic and y'all fr out there eating it up and i'm just here like " what "
          
          wait until you find out how i left the bnha fandom before i even abandoned ( ish ) the fic

every time i enter this godforsaken app i get whiplash from the fact that people still read and enjoy my appalling fanfic from last year that is insanely outdated and cringe
          
          fun fact: the last time i tried to reread it for editing i physically recoiled, stopped reading and haven't gone back since. it's that bad. i'll edit the life out of that thing and give it an end one day

 now someone better explain to me why forever has 174k reads ,, i leave for like?? half a year and come back to see my awful fanfic is a banger on wattpad??
          
          nah sorry i left bnha for good and i'm only coming back when the manga finishes. idk when i'll get the inspiration to finish forever ,, sorry
          
          but !! i'm on AO3 (username : cherriibxmb) and i .. haven't posted on there since june ,,
          
          however, i'm working on a genshin fic that i hope to post there soon so that's great :))
          
          anyways, sorry for leaving, i just kinda moved on. love y'all and thanks for the support on my cringey writing from 2020 <333
          
          i might rewrite it one day ,, it'd be much better then

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