chyunhaa

i spent time reading the screenshots, and couldn't help but crying.. laughing
          
          some reminded me of how heartwrenching the stories were. it brings back the pain i once felt when reading those stories.
          
          some reminded me of how hilarious the stories were. it brings back my laughter that i once let out
          
          but somehow.. the memories and the sense of familiarity are suffocating me

chyunhaa

hello me  >⁠.⁠< it has been a while
          today, im no longer the same old girl who loves to read and spend all of her time reading books (⁠^⁠^⁠)
          reading doesn't excite me anymore.. it's sad to remember that reading was everything to me before.
          
          today, i was thinking about managing my storage and accidentally came across a bunch of screenshots from the wattpad stories i had read.
          
          i was—  i don't know..
          
          the feelings I feel are indescribable.
          
          i wish i can write more than this but i can't 
          
          im at a loss for words.
          

chyunhaa

26 December 2021, i lost my first love. Seem ridiculous right? But thats the truth babe. Ignore lah kesalahan grammar verb or whatever is it. 26/12, haha.. tau kah, sejak haritu, aku langsung tiada mood mau membaca apa apa cerita dalam wattpad. tell me, how can aku baca something, dengan perasaan sedih, kecewa, marah, sakit hati. Account wattpad ni lah.. tempat aku luah semuanya, release stres, and for me.. acc ni means a lot. I even consider this account as my first love. And suddenly, i lost it. I do appreciate acc ku yang sekarang. Tapi apapun yang terjadi, chynha & yunsyh tetap dua benda yang berbeza. Idk. Rasa kecewa yang aku rasa haritu, masih terasa sampai sekarang. X harap banyak.. cuma mau acc ni balik. X boleh kah? yah mestilah x kan. haha paham. Btw,
          
          road to 100 stories? dear.. sekarang sudah 148 stories dalam library : ) so ayat tu x valid lagi.. kenalah delete dari bio ^^ jadi kenalah tunggu aku masuk acc ni balik (≧▽≦) kena tunggu yaaa.. baii