glabellagrin

Hey everyone! 
          	Ik it's been sooooo long. I had been off wattpad due to a number of reasons (I have been 12th for idk how long now. -f*you covid. )
          	Okay so. Just something happened last month with me and I'd like to express how I realised that I have a disliking for crybabies. Yk the people who are always whining about their problems when some of them aren't even real. They expect you to tell them off if it burdens you but when you actually do you're toxic. Idk if it's me but I can't figure out who's toxic here. The sad part is at the end I did feel it was my mistake when it wasn't. I even said sorry out of vulnerability but no I didn't mean it. Never. I cannot show sympathy. Not when I'm atleast trying to be there for someone and they can't value it. People need to be grateful for the smaller things in life. Be grateful for what they have. And yes maybe I can't relate because I'm not in that position but still ik that I have made myself strong enough that when I'm in that position, hopefully never but if I'm I'd mot just cry maybe try to look for solutions. Try to analyse it unbiasedly. Try to find ways to cope with it. And not be a bitch to those who are actually wishing for my wellness. 
          	
          	Yes sorry. So out of the blue I had to do this though.

glabellagrin

Haha till a point it definitely was a silver lining but you know just the uncertainty looming over our head got the best of me after May so I was all cranky and stuff. But I'm much better now and am preparing for entrances and stuff so it's all fine. 
          	  Lots of love to you and your family
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Iv_Roo

@glabellagrin Haha, now if you go missing again (let's hope it wont come to that again!)  I will definitely not overthink this and jump the gun and text you, love! 
          	  I know being stuck in a difficult academic year can be quite worrisome - but on the ups, you get more time to prep and score even better ! (Now that I think of it, not sure if studying more is a silver lining :p but you get the vibe nah? Just stay positive!)
          	  So much love & luck to you
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glabellagrin

Omg I can't even. I swear I'm not even gonna lie you can invade my privacy anytime and it'd be my honour. It's not an exaggeration I'm sooooooo glad that you texted. I have been fine. Just you know how cbse exams got cancelled I'm still in 12th, 16 months later haha so just that sorta stressed me and I'd definitely start writing. 
          	  And thank you sooooo much I can't emphasize how much I needed this. I'm so happy. Thank you so much! I missed you too and your inconceivably fantastic stories. Oof. 
          	  Got to catchup on a lot. 
          	  Love youu
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glabellagrin

Hey everyone! 
          Ik it's been sooooo long. I had been off wattpad due to a number of reasons (I have been 12th for idk how long now. -f*you covid. )
          Okay so. Just something happened last month with me and I'd like to express how I realised that I have a disliking for crybabies. Yk the people who are always whining about their problems when some of them aren't even real. They expect you to tell them off if it burdens you but when you actually do you're toxic. Idk if it's me but I can't figure out who's toxic here. The sad part is at the end I did feel it was my mistake when it wasn't. I even said sorry out of vulnerability but no I didn't mean it. Never. I cannot show sympathy. Not when I'm atleast trying to be there for someone and they can't value it. People need to be grateful for the smaller things in life. Be grateful for what they have. And yes maybe I can't relate because I'm not in that position but still ik that I have made myself strong enough that when I'm in that position, hopefully never but if I'm I'd mot just cry maybe try to look for solutions. Try to analyse it unbiasedly. Try to find ways to cope with it. And not be a bitch to those who are actually wishing for my wellness. 
          
          Yes sorry. So out of the blue I had to do this though.

glabellagrin

Haha till a point it definitely was a silver lining but you know just the uncertainty looming over our head got the best of me after May so I was all cranky and stuff. But I'm much better now and am preparing for entrances and stuff so it's all fine. 
            Lots of love to you and your family
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Iv_Roo

@glabellagrin Haha, now if you go missing again (let's hope it wont come to that again!)  I will definitely not overthink this and jump the gun and text you, love! 
            I know being stuck in a difficult academic year can be quite worrisome - but on the ups, you get more time to prep and score even better ! (Now that I think of it, not sure if studying more is a silver lining :p but you get the vibe nah? Just stay positive!)
            So much love & luck to you
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glabellagrin

Omg I can't even. I swear I'm not even gonna lie you can invade my privacy anytime and it'd be my honour. It's not an exaggeration I'm sooooooo glad that you texted. I have been fine. Just you know how cbse exams got cancelled I'm still in 12th, 16 months later haha so just that sorta stressed me and I'd definitely start writing. 
            And thank you sooooo much I can't emphasize how much I needed this. I'm so happy. Thank you so much! I missed you too and your inconceivably fantastic stories. Oof. 
            Got to catchup on a lot. 
            Love youu
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glabellagrin

"I wish I wrote the way I thought;
          Obsessively,
          Incessantly, 
          With maddening hunger.
          I'd write to the point of suffocation.
          I'd write myself into nervous breakdowns,
          Manuscripts spiralling out like tentacles into abysmal nothing. 
          I'd write about you, a lot more than I should. "
                                                         Benedict Smith