I know I already did my best, gave my all, and tried everything I could. Thank you to my family, friends, and co-workers for always supporting and motivating me but I guess this time, it wasn’t enough. I checked the list not just once, but thrice, and not seeing my name there… it really hurt.
I’m sorry… I “FAILED.” I’m sorry for disappointing those who have always been there for me. I don’t have the courage to say this on my main account, so I’ll leave it here. Congratulations to everyone who passed, I truly mean it. Maybe it’s just not my time yet… maybe someday.
Thank You, Lord, for always listening to my prayers and rants, and for never leaving me even when I feel like giving up. I believe that one day, when the right time comes, You’ll finally answer my prayers.