glaswry

"i'm the love of your life until i make you mad"

you won't find what you hope to find

i was cold, now, i'm freezing
          stuck in a permanent season
          and we both know you're the reason
          i'm not the same as before, i don't feel anymore

i dug my heels into the gravel
          as evidence, for you to unravel
          a drag path etched in the surface
          can you find me?

but if one of us dies, i hope i die first
          'cause i dont wanna live without you
          i dont wanna ever learn
          how to fall asleep without you

you left me all alone
          now i'm on my own
          you said goodbye

i hope one day i can say "despite my best efforts to the contrary, it turns out i've won" just like arthur morgan

i wish that i was looking into your eyes

someone told me
          that i'll want more
          that i'll feel half empty
          ripped and torn

i barely deserve it if you do stay
          i wish you would anyway