lacy

"alice, do you still want to be here?"

yorgunum ve tek istediğim artık bunları, bu hayatı yaşamamak

gideceğine dair inancım da yok

you were right when you said this wasn't the love we deserved

i'd be playing all of these songs to you

you don't know how much i wish you were still with me

the lingering question kept me up
            2am who do you love?
            i wonder until im wide awake
            and now im pacing back and forth
            wishing you were at my door
            id open up and you would say hey

this night is sparkling
            dont you let it go
            im wonderstuck
            blushing all the way home
            ill spend forever
            wondering if you knew
            i was enchanted to meet you

i didn't have it in myself to go with grace
            and you're the hero flying around, saving face
            and if i'm dead to you, why are you at the wake?
            cursing my name, wishing i stayed
            look at how my tears ricochet

we gather here, we line up, weeping in a sunlit room
            and if i'm on fire, you'll be made of ashes too
            even on my worst day, did i deserve, babe
            all the hell you gave me?
            because i loved you, i swear i loved you