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i dont get what i did to have such a fucked up family and friends. my friends talk shi bout me or they hate me. my family calls me a slut or thot for wearing lashes and shorts. i just cant take itanymore, every time i try and i attempt they never work and i wish they did, i would be so happy. everone would and im not trying to guilt trip or anything but god this is so hard to keep to myself. i jut want to vent. i feel so shitty all the time, im always getting high just to oass time since everythings the same shit im high rn while writing this. i tried to od like 3 days ago and no one knows. im fucked up mega and i dont think i can be saved