To all of my The Only One readers I love ALL of you so much I'm so damn beyond grateful for over 2k reads I can't even express it, I've been wanting to upload so badly but on top of some writers block my life is at a really shitty point tbh, I haven't spoken to my family in about 2(?) Years because of some extreme threats of physical abuse from my father. Before this he was always mentally and emotionally abusive to me but also physically abusive to my mother and my siblings. I just stayed quiet enough so he wouldn't hit me. I ran away with my bf's family but his dad is kind of a dick and I've come to the realization that I'm more than likely I'm a lesbian and he didn't take too kindly to this so now I'm kind of stuck here because I have nowhere else to go amongst other reasons :))))))))))))). *Slight trigger warning* here for SA I won't go into details but along with memories being triggered and things in this situation I have abruptly come to the realization that I have been sexually victimized although I'm not sure if I can call it r*pe and don't know who to I guess ask as for better understanding.
Long story short, my mental health is anything but stable but my silence here has been eating away at me so here is this massive length of trauma dump. Once again I really do all of you guys and hope that you're having a substantially better time than I am :) <3