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Sometimes I wish I could turn my emotions off... for one moment...
          
          perhaps then I could fine some peace

I don't think... nevermind I probably can't say that here
          
          I'm so tired, want to sleep forever...

I'm surprised Wattpad hasn't just sent me a therapist yet lol

Fuck I'm not feeling to well about myself, about anything really
          
          I've been spiralling so much lately I think, I just don't want to be here anymore

RAHHH SELF MOTIVATION OKAY LET'S FUCKING GO FUCK MY DUMB SELF DEPRECATING THOUGHTS YOU'RE WRONGGGGG

I think Aishite Aishite is sort of embodying how I'm feeling at the moment and that's not
          
          that's not good

... I give up, I can't do this anymore
          
          Why do I even bother trying

Need to post Oblivion ummm okay

Chase Atlantic casually dropping the lyric video to Friends 10 years later okay boys I see what you're doing

why the FUCK do I have so many vocaloid songs on my oblivion playlist