* ·˚☆彡 after a long dinner filled with dirty looks and awkward conversation, all colt wanted to do was collapse on his bed. not even to fall into a deep slumber. simply to stare at the roof in silence, thinking about the whole situation on repeat.
what did it all mean ? was that his mother's way of "trying" to accept her son's bisexuality ? by giving dirty looks to his boyfriend ? throughout the whole dinner, colt could see how uncomfortable porco was. hell, he wished he could grab his boyfriend's hand or something to reassure him. maybe this whole thing was a mistake…
colt truly believed he was part of the problem. it wasn't all on his mother. she was trying her best. but he had room for improvement as well. for starters, he shouldn't be embarrassed about his relationship. something he's been trying to work on for YEARS. maybe this dinner was too big of a step for all of them.
the rest of the night, the blonde sat with his head down. that dreadful feeling of being ashamed of himself quickly resurfaced. once everyone but himself and porco left the table, he finally spoke up. "i'm really sorry… i thought things would have gone a lot better."
colt couldn't even bring himself to look at porco. just stare at the barely touched food sitting on his plate.