do you ever just look back at old chats that you can never seem to find the start of because there has been so many messages and you scroll to the top and its been five months since you last messaged eachother and you just sit there wondering what you did wrong and why you had to stop talking but you are too scared to msg them bc its been so long and you dont really know what to say anymore. And you are just sitting there, looking at one of the most beautiful friendships that ended so suddenly as if you had used every word ever created. bc boy that was the best friendship i ever had, why did it end so suddenly. I really miss talking to them...