update: that same fan of j*hn told me not only get s/a'd by him again, but then go commit
i feel really upset. and the whole is so heartbreaking especially because i've struggled with mental health before.
@dracosnuteater EW HELP I WAS WATCHING TV WITH MY FAMILY AND AN AD CAME ON AND J*HN M*YER WAS IN IT. HE MAKES ME FUCKING SICK TO MY STOMACH AND I WANNA PUKE EVERYTIME I LOOK AT HIM