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Hiii guyyssssss 
          
          I was inactive for a long time I know I know 
          But everything happened too fast and now I am the person I aspired to be Allhamdulillah.
          Right now I have vacation so I’ll be chilling my life
          xxxx

sugarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
          hru???

We’re so extremely privileged it’s unfair. Appreciate your life because someone else would do everything to be in your position.
          
          While curing my sore throat with a perfectly cooked chicken soup my mom made for me, I can’t help but to think about the people who don’t have the privilege to do the same. Everytime I am curled up in my warm cozy bed, my mind wanders to those who cannot lie in their cozy warm beds because they don’t have one. Let’s not forget those in need, the homeless and the ones in war currently. Take one minute of your time, raise your hands to the almighty and pray for pur brothers and sister in need❤️ 
          
          There is a beautiful turkish phrase for that: Allah olmayanlara versin (may Allah give it to those, who do not have it). 
          
          Don’t forget to say allhamdulillah for whatever you’re in ❤️

I was so excited to start my ramadan preparations and to completely change my life but guess who got sick again (just like the last years before ramadan)
          
          YES ITS ME
          
          On the one hand I am happy because it means my sins are being forgiven but uhm yes on the other hand I am unable to do anything. My whole body hurts, my voice is gone and my throat feels like there are 1020 needles in it. But allhamdulillah for this. It could always be worse. Though I enjoy skipping school (for a valid reason ofcourse) and resting at home. 
          
          I honestly just want to cry T~T I am soooo hungry I haven’t eaten anything besides soup and like 3 liters of herbal teas for the past days atp I consist 100% of water. 
          
          Keep me in your duas to recover as soon as possible again❤️ Also I feel very bad because I haven’t gotten myself to wake up for my fajr prayer :( I just can’t stand up at all and I feel like I’ll faint any time I stand up or walk. I try my best tho to keep up with my prayers
          
          Once again sickness shows me, how extremely important our health is. Be grateful for being healthy. It’s not the materialistic things that make us enjoy our life but it’s surely our health (first place religion of course) 
          
          Don’t forget your ramadan preparations my dear sisters and brothers❤️ stay safe (and take your vitamins!!!!)

GUYSSSS 
          
          allhamdulillah I can finally call myself a hijabi ❤️ 
          it’s something my heart longed for even years ago but my mom didn’t allow me to but now finally I am old enough and mature enough to finally obey Allah and represent my beautiful religion in the most beautiful way possible. I am so happy I can’t describe in words. My first day went great. My friends reactions were priceless and everyone hugged me and congratulated me IT WAS SO CUTE AHH I LOVE MY CLASS ❤️❤️ my teacher side eyed me a little but I think she was as surprised as everyone else was :D 
          I am soo excited to continue with my hijab journey (I can’t do a bun yet T~T)
          I know when people look at me the first thing they see is my religion and I am so proud to show that allhamdulillah. Even if someone insults me, I will fight back and stand up for myself. I may be not  as visible as the others now but my voice is the loudest for sure. 
          Ah and also I have an excuse to buy even more abayasssssssss

SUGARRREE HOWWWE AREEE YOUUU???

Heyy babe! First of all, a very happy new year! ❤️
          
          I just published my book Twisted again, I had deleted it from Wattpad and saved it somewhere else making it lose all the progress. Somehow after encouragement I have just posted it again. 
          
          I would really appreciate some support to bring the book back where it was. I support back too, like if I see you encouraging on my book, I always return the favour, and if you don't have any book, I always mention for the ultimate support. 
          
          To sum it up, I would be really grateful for some back bone through my journey. 
          
          Hope you have a nice day ahead! 
          ~An❤️

hruuu

My vacations are about to end >_<

do u think we hv talked before?