I just realized smth... In the future... I'LL HAVE TO ACTUALLY HAVE A PARTNER, LIKE LOVER, SOULMATE OR SMTH!
LIKE LIVING BEING, REAL, NON FICTIONAL, NOT CHARACTER, NOT WORDS ON PAPER, DRAWINGS IN BOOKS, NOR PIXELS ON SCREENS, NOT AN IDOL OR ACTOR......
And that stuff scares me- like how? My standards hv become js about impossible for boys. I don't think my obsessions ever going away seeing people twice my age hv he same obsession still-
I'm also sure that I'll never forget them... Like how???
How???? Don't tell me I'm the only one....