ana.

just thought about my sister dying bc i’m crazy and i overthink and worry all the time and i am not okay, she is quite literally my life source

walker scobell holds so much emotion in his voice when he speaks/acts that even the edits with his voice from AI saying parts of the book have so much emotion in them, it’s honestly just crazy

i put my septum back in after like 2 months and it doesn’t look right anymore, but i also got used to my face without it soooo

my dad just got the last of us part 1 in the mail bc he wanted it bc it was 5 bucks and i’m
          so happy i can finally play it

ok i just don’t like people tbh, and im tired of feeling lonely so why not embrace it and enjoy my alone time with my puppy that likes to go on runs with me

my dream is to live in the middle of nowhere, in a small neighborhood with lots of quiet sweet elderly who have pretty gardens, and i want to live with one dog in a small little house, all by myself 

i’m gonna die a virgin. like i honestly don’t care but like i just think that’s so funny

sometimes i feel like when my older brother and sister are together with me and my dad, i just don’t exist. like, them and my dad are just closer ig? idk i just feel left out, bc they’re only 4 years apart and they shared a room growing up together and obviously they’re older so they just had more time together so idk.

i wanna get this off my mind but being born on December 21st aka winter solstice aka the first day of winter every year, means that i classify myself as THE winter baby

i’m so tired of being a sick kid, i’m not terminally ill but more things just keep happening and i can’t keep my numbers down and im on so many medicines and i know there’s more coming but