hey you guys, i have a bunch of explaining to do but first, i'd like to apologize for my quite sporadic replies, i've been kind of on and off but still trying to reply to some people, and i know me leaving you guys in the dark is totally not the best idea but, i do have a reason...and i hope you guys understand.
ya girl, has been experiencing these super bad headache's, and the reason being is i was taken to the hospital about 2 days ago because of of a high fever of 106, and then they did a spinal tap for meningitis to make sure nothing is neurotically wrong with me, due to that high fever and other things, so i was brought home, and the passed two days have been absolute hell for me. constant headaches, and constant back soreness. though, the reason why my headaches are so strong is i have a small needle hole where they took some of my cerebral fluid out of my spine ( the stuff that your brain floats around in ) when you have a leakage like that, the pressure builds inside the skull because there is a small amount of that fluid, decreasing from where it's supposed to be!
long story short, i had a big medical test i had to take yesterday ( yes i am studying to be a resident in a hospital but hopefully i can take a neurological path and become more of a surgeon! )
anyways, from being a massage therapist to being a medical student, and kind of having my fluids leak inside my body, it's super hard for me to balance time but I WILL GET BETTER.
wattpad is a place where i can escape from real world problems and divulge in a world where i can be a feared alpha and a seductress!
so please bare with me,
as like athena the goddess,
i will prevail!
that was dumb, excuse me,
i'm replying to everyone now.
xx