Sad life is real and happy life is just on a fairytale. So thats why I dont like fairytales and magics and its because I dont want to hope that theres a happy endings.

Loneliness, sadness, disappointment, unhappiness is still hidden inside of me but anytime I feel that its gonna be explode if something will add up on somekind of unhappiness in me and I dont want that to happen but if that will happen...

Maybe, I just want a rainy night to comfort me and that will be enough of me cause you know what, I dont have someone to comfort me, no one, even just a single or one person.