goldenglitter28

I was preparing to go to school after reviewing for my quizzes when i decided to check my socials and my friend chatting me about his death was something i did not expect at all. At first, i thought it was fake news bc a lot of trolls live for shite. I was not expecting it to be true at all. I do not know how to feel since i stopped being active in the fandom, especially his — after some issues, for a while. I feel numb because a great part of my tween years is gone… forever. I don’t think I can cry and to be honest, it hasn’t sunk in yet, I’m still coping up with humor and maybe everything’s part of a joke. And the worst part is my birthday is tomorrow, so it’s not gonna be a happy birthday.

goldenglitter28

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Although I stopped being a fan of his because of the many issues, and maybe I just grew up as well and I am not that much of a fangirl anymore, it still feels sad ? IT’S JUST SO WHAT THE FUCK??? IT’S A WTF MOMENT like even though i dont like him as much anymore i never wanted him dead bc i still wanted the boys to be okay with each other and now i find oht ant tbis
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goldenglitter28

I was preparing to go to school after reviewing for my quizzes when i decided to check my socials and my friend chatting me about his death was something i did not expect at all. At first, i thought it was fake news bc a lot of trolls live for shite. I was not expecting it to be true at all. I do not know how to feel since i stopped being active in the fandom, especially his — after some issues, for a while. I feel numb because a great part of my tween years is gone… forever. I don’t think I can cry and to be honest, it hasn’t sunk in yet, I’m still coping up with humor and maybe everything’s part of a joke. And the worst part is my birthday is tomorrow, so it’s not gonna be a happy birthday.

goldenglitter28

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Although I stopped being a fan of his because of the many issues, and maybe I just grew up as well and I am not that much of a fangirl anymore, it still feels sad ? IT’S JUST SO WHAT THE FUCK??? IT’S A WTF MOMENT like even though i dont like him as much anymore i never wanted him dead bc i still wanted the boys to be okay with each other and now i find oht ant tbis
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goldenglitter28

I miss talking to you all <3

goldenglitter28

Time really goes by so fast...
            I wish I could go back to when I was so obsessed with reading fanfics about those 2 lovers in hiding but now I'm not even up to date with anything larry related anymore. To be honest, that makes me really sad because I always thought I'd be a larrie for a long time, not that I'm not anymore, but I just feel neutral about it now :(( And seeing all of those authors that I look up to and patiently wait for their updates now stop writing, delete their accounts/stories, or have no time to write/update makes me realise how old we're all really getting. I also miss writing, although I do not publish, I miss the way I write, where the creativeness just flows through as my fingers type. I miss the way I feel while reading fluff, when smut wasn't everything and I actually enjoyed the cringe haha, the soft, the fond, the cute, and everything in between. I miss being able to stay up until who knows what just to finish a fic, now I can't even bring myself to read one if it's not a oneshot. I miss the old days, when there was no problems and I could read all day. I truly miss when 1d was the center of my universe. When I would romanticize everything and believe that love was real because of larry. But hey, I guess I turned out alright because seeing my previous rants on my previous situationship, I turned out okay. We're in good terms still and have our own laloves now HAHAHAHA. This account really got me through so much. It's funny to think about the fact that this account has been through 2 guys but I've been using wattpad since the 3rd (well, first) guy was around. I used to say I'm scared of change, that I'm scared to change, but look at you now, a completely different person from who you were when this account was first created. A lot of goals were unmet, especially with regards to reading and my tbr/to continue reading lists. As sad as it is to say, so many promises got broken, but I've learned, darling, continue to strive. - 2024 to 2021 me<3
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goldenglitter28

httyd is the perfect example of fantasy with romance subplot ngl cuz it gets you invested in its world but gets u excited over hiccstrid moments (yea i just watched rtte then rewatched httyd2)

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OKAY I WAS NOT HALLUCINATING AND IS IN FACT RIGHT THAT THE FIRST SERIES IS 8 SEASONS
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goldenglitter28

Liking someone who flirts back and shi is making me delusional i swear i just dreamt of him . Obviously im not assuming if he likes me or what but both of us are prideful asf so i dont think anyone's gonna confess LMAOO

goldenglitter28

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goldenglitter28

@goldenglitter28 but im still mad rn
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goldenglitter28

rlly random life update cuz i forget to post abt it so imma post before i forget:
          1. THE LEAKED UNRRELEASED 1D SONG MAKES MY CHEST HURT FROM THE PAIN I FEEL BRO WTF I MISS THEM SM T_T
          I FOUND ABT IT ON TIKTOK AND ACTUALLY DEBATED WHETHER OR NOT IT WAS AI BUT "THE SHOW" POSTED ABOUT IT AND THE DAMN VIDEO TOO AND OFC IT MADE ME CRY 
          2. AYEEE GOT GOLD IN ESB AGAIN WHEN I WAS TOTALLY EXPECTING SILVER 
          3. got my mood ruined by someone but im reading larry fics rn to cure it

goldenglitter28

Eurasian spelling bee! thankyouuuu !! <3
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potatohoran93

@goldenglitter28 what's ESB??? Congratulations by the way!! you're a genius!!!
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goldenglitter28

sometimes it makes me think "what if i was just a normal student who isnt marked as one of the top achievers" because honestly, the pressure is getting heavier and heavier each day and i cant handle the fact that i could disappoint someone especially when it comes to grades and brooo im still in highschool (i think middle school for other places? but 8th grade) how much worse would this be in the following years

goldenglitter28

literally being pressured to take nursing instead of psychology please stop do i rlly need to harm myself before u'll finally let me decide or anything
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IraDeshpande

I READ HTTYD IN UR BIO AND FELL IN LOVE
          <3333

goldenglitter28

@IraDeshpande IKKKK school's just rlly taking over my time i barely even have time to open wp anymoree
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IraDeshpande

THAT WAS MARCH HUN!!
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IraDeshpande

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@goldenglitter28 it really fucking does
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