goldenpeacemaker

Some people just make you wanna grow up faster than what you should

Alreeem777

Hello Bella,
          How're you?
          I am so sorry to bothering you, but can you update the previous story of ( sleeping with the mafia), ( the story when she was stripper ) even if it's a new title for the story, because I love it a lot.
          Thanks, I love your story and your writing 

Alreeem777

Hi, how're you?
          I am wondering about your previous story "sleeping with Mafia King", about the stripper and the Russian mafia who kidnaped her. After she had saw a murder. 
          Please continue this story it's marvelous one.
          Thanks 

goldenpeacemaker

Hi baby, thank you so much for reading my story it means the world to me! Really i am so grateful. SWTMK has been slightly altered;   She isnt a stripper anymore. Ive updated a few chapters and ill be updating today probably (im casually just finishing the chapter very good timing) i hope you read it again and hopefully enjoy this new version i was trying to do something different with the book. Hopefully youll enjoy it and let me know; i am up to criticism (just not foul language) once again thank you so much youve just made my day❤️ xoxo
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goldenpeacemaker

If I've learned anything this past few months its that:
          
          1. No matter how in love you are, don ever make that love that you feel comand your actions. Dont ever give up things for it, or even sacrifice it, even if the sacrifice isnt permanent; because that love can start to die no matter how strong it used to feel.
          2. Love dies. 
          3. Sometimes the choices you make because of love will probably come back to haunt you, the things you do, the actions you do for that other person will haunt you when you realize what youve done and simply notice in that persons voice how it all began to fade. 
          4. Love is beautiful, and there are times that its just so strong and so potente, you feel nothing will ever be able to compete with it. Because in that moment that is your forever, but forever doesn't actually exist; and the promises it made, and the ones he/she made dont exist either; because those fade away. 
          5. Promises fade away with time, they are only convienent when the moment is; no other way around. 
          6. its hard to be a f*ck up. 
          7. Its hard but sometimes you actually have to try putting yourself first. be that as it may 
          
          Midnight feeling rant

goldenpeacemaker

"YOU'RE MY DARKEST FANTASY"
          For those of you who were interested in my Waynicka Fan-Fiction, I am considering turning it into an actual story. Not a fan-fiction, the characteristics and traits will stay the same (if i do embark on this change) but the plot-line might take a turn. I am still pondering on the option of leaving it as the aspiring star coming into the Buisness story the fan-fiction is actually based on, or turning it into a Mafia book (I might be obsessed) 
          Please if interested leave a comment and tell me what I should do!  

goldenpeacemaker

Ive had people ask me several times "why do you love books so much?" And to be honest trying to answer that must be the easiest thing Ive ever done. See a book for me represents a different universe a place where you distance yourself from all the shït thats going on in your life, from all the negativism, from all the pressure and just let go. Cause.. See in a book you are able to be whatever you want, you are able to FEEL things that you might never be able to experience in life. You get that love, that passion, that fire which just ignites inside of you, and for a moment no matter how tiny it is. In that moment you become someone new, someone important, someone maybe so different from your own, someone who is accepted, understood even. And I believe that is what a book is for me, its a place where I escape, no matter how similar or how different it is from our own world. Books are simply that, an escape from the shït of life.