john b. !

“ mhm .. alright - “ he hums , fixing his grip a little , lips only tugging up into a small smile as he heard the other laugh , almost as if it was contagious , just hearing him happy had an effect on the blonde .. always did . he felt safe at this moment in time , always did when he was in ones arms , letting his eyes fall shut again with a sigh in content . 

@kleptopogue  :
            
            his heartbeat was calm , was relaxed . even though his heart did little flutters sometimes .  " i'm okay with standing , i got to stand more anyway . gotta get off my lazy ass , "  he laughed softly . it was a genuine , careful laugh . he just wanted to stay here , never leave this moment . it was like heaven to him . he was in his perfect, happy , loving place . which was anywhere with jj .

“  ..  ok “  he  mutters  ,  turning  his  head  ,  resting  his  ear  to  his  chest ,  listening  to  one’s  heartbeat  ,  as  ,  for  some  reason  ,  listening  to  it  ,  calmed  him  more  than  ever  ,  it  reminded  him  that  the  one  in  his  arms  was  for  sure  real  &&  alive  .  just  ,  made  him  feel  secure  ,  even  set  him  off  to  sleep  most  nights  .  “  that  is  if  your  okay  with  standin  -  “

@TAlNTEDRUNES  :
            
            /  oH I KNOW —

/ yOULL SOB

@TAlNTEDRUNES  :
            
            /  WHAT ?

@goldepogue 
            / omg happy birthday !!

@kleptopogue  :
            
            /  why ? it's just a birthday .

/ yus it tis

i- a
            ii- 1 or 2
            iii- ? or =
            iv- [

/ ye ofc lmaoo
            
            jj would do whatever it took to spend his last seconds by his side , his love for him was eternal- and nothing could change that , not even death . but - this isnt the time to think about it — there alive && well - && thats all that matters at this point 
            
            a frown fell to his face as he laughed , other hand coming into play as he grew impatient , setting it to his arm && shoving his boyfriend forward gently . he started this — or - okay jj did .. but he stepped over the line && the blonde was going to get what he wanted without question “ come on , assbutt — dont got all day - “

@kleptopogue  :
            
            /  i – if you're okay with it , ma'am 

/ lmfao
            its oKay
            i can jus re do it if chu want

@kleptopogue  :
            
            againcanyoupleasedothisbecauseimnotcomplaining

youknowiwillandthatsadamnpromiseiaintlettingyougo

@kleptopogue  :
            
            imeanyoucandefinitelydothat , ihavenoproblemwiththat .

@goldepogue   ᝰ    i'm really sorry ,  john b . .  i thought i'd be a shitty friend if i didn't tell you .

@savestheturtles  ‽
            
            i - i'm not upset . . . 

@goldepogue    ᝰ     i don't know if you knew or not but jj told me he saw topper on a new boat ,  with his arm wrapped around sarah  —  he couldn't tell you because he didn't want to see you upset ,  so i did . .

@goldepogue //I stan and he's miiinnnnneeee!!!

@UNLEASHEDHERETIC  ‽
            
            ;  wHy