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alright guys. i had my baby. my boyfriend and i welcomed a little boy <3 cygnus t’kani kekoa. cygnus for ben’s dad, t’kani for my brother (who watches over me from heaven). i am overwhelmed and emotional. i really made it guys. i’m okay. 9 months ago i thought my life was over and now i know it’s just starting. this is life and it’s fucked but i am so happy i can’t even - so basically, i won’t be updating any time soon. but i’ll be back. this little dude is gonna inspire me somehow, no doubt. thanks for all the positive energy. i love all of u