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@ gooddreamsihope  and suddenly all my problems with are solved

@ gooddreamsihope  I'm coughing hella crazy I feel that if I cough a little harder then blood will show up

@ gooddreamsihope  there has to be something wrong with my lungs like wdym I'm out of breath after I go up one flight (if that's the right word?) of stairs once? Wdym my head starts to hurt after I take only a few deep breaths? And I also had Pneumonia but like that's kinda common with kids my age so that doesn't rlly matter

@gooddreamsihope It's alright!! Try to get out of bed a lil more tho you don't have to tho cuz I don't really have any room to be telling someone else to get out of bed when all I do is stay in mine.. (⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠) anyways ive been eating two meals a day now tho!! Uh if chocolate sandwich even counts as a meal and some snacks..

@ gooddreamsihope  why is this so long

@ Ranpo_kisser  i'm doing better and I will probably go to the doctor for a check up on my health in 2 days but I'm not really sure. I'm sure that I won't be participating in PE and training though which sucks because I have a volleyball tournament coming up this month and I don't know if I'll be able to come, even if I did I'll probably do bad because I wasn't able to train for some time so I'm behind and the last time I've played volleyball like an actual match I barely did anything but I was upset that my teammates have made me the setter in the first match which was horrible because I try to avoid setting with my life and have devoted myself into becoming a libero but that's not it, my teammates really liked setting so I was confused on why they would make me the setter because they usually fought to set. After the first match they decided that I was horrible and made me defend BUT I couldn't because I was set to defend the middle and the front but my teammates got in my way whenever the ball was heading for me, I'm not sure why anyway that made me angry that I couldn't do anything and that I was basically like a cheerleader cheering them up whenever we lost the point or they scored one, last year I gave up on volleyball so I kind of did that stuff but I had good teammates that helped me but they went to a different volleyball club so I had to team up with someone else. Sorry about that anyway lately I've felt that my legs have become slightly weaker but it's probably because I don't get out of bed as much. Thank you for checking in on me, I appreciate it

@ Ranpo_kisser  I've gone 3 times these past 4 weeks and I think I'm going for a check up on Friday

@gooddreamsihope you might wanna go to a doctor to check if it's something bad bc I don't want you to be too sick!! (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)

@ Ranpo_kisser  it's fine, thank you! 

@gooddreamsihope oh srry but I still hope you get better!!

@ Ranpo_kisser  I can't i have a sore throat and I'm coughing a lot(>︿<｡) thank you for worrying and the advice though

@gooddreamsihope it's alright some people are different so don't let having a weak body stop you from doing things you enjoy! Still tho with that said try not to push yourself too much!! (⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠)

@gooddreamsihope no there's no way I'm completely normal and it doesn't happen often just me being dramatic ig (⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠)

@ Ranpo_kisser  sorry for this but is it possible that you have an eating disorder? I don't know much but I think this is a symptom or something, I'm not sure what to call it 

@gooddreamsihope oh dw about it sometimes when I eat or when I'm forced to I feel like gagging and swallowing it feels weird and it doesn't taste interesting idk how to explain it probably just me being dramatic tho (⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠)