Oh my god. I’m so sorry for whoever the hell hurt you and saw you suffer instead. This changed my whole perspective of the world. I’m kind of suicidal too don’t get me wrong, I talk about me dying and everyone’s opinion on it at school, but please be safe up there. Fly high my dude and I hope what’s at the end of the road for you will satisfy you no matter what, that sounds a bit wrong but I don’t really know what to say, although I have never met you I know for a fact you stuck with what you wanted, I don’t like what you did and I’m sorry for the big hard truth but I hate what you did. Committed suicide. I know your there watching over your friends and family, please make sure to keep them safe for your own sake okay? Sorry I sound mean it’s just I’m not good with emotions but I hope you have a wonderful time up in heaven.