gothiccrocs

fuck

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yeah
          it's hard to say i love you
          okay?
          ive been hurt before
          but when im by myself 
          i always think
          that you're the only person i have
          until i wake up

if someone could give me like
          really slow and dazzling 
          songs to listen to
          (as i go to sleep because its hard for me to sleep)
          i would really appreciate it :,)

fuckckcc
          i think im getting better and the thing is i don't know if i like it or not, or if i even want it
          i don't want to leave anyone that's getting worse behind. 

nothing:
          me: *tricks my family to call me by my new name*

merry holidays
          
          -your local atheist that celebrates christmas

i guess sometimes i wish my parents hated me
          ive done so many things wrong
          I've lost so much of their trust
          why do they still have an ounce of trust in me
          why do they believe in me
          why can't they hate me
          i feel like it would be easier if they did

cock
          in my
          aaAaAAaaAAAaAAASsSSSSSSSsS