this message may be offensive
dear whoever it may concern,
you lovely individuals know who you are, and eventually i’ll message all of you separately and give you the responses you deserve. however, my mental state right now is absolute shit, and i cannot keep neglecting myself. i’ll be taking a break, and hopefully be back soon with a much healthier mind set.
emily, i can’t thank you enough for all that you do. you are my rock, my soul mate, my best friend, my wife. i am so hopelessly devoted to you, and i need to be my best self for you. i’m so sorry i can’t do that at this present moment, but once i am healthy, i’m all about you. i love you, i’m in love with you. you are my future, and my moon. don’t ever forget about me, sunflower. i’ll always come back for you.
owen, i’m gonna miss you so fucking much, bud. you’re truthfully one of my best friends and the kindest soul i have ever encountered. keep shining bright, i’ll be back soon enough to give you all the chaotic energy in the world.