gotosleepfella
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Hey I just can't believe once I was a topper who scored more Mark's. If the results came out I'm one of the students the teachers will check the score. But here I'm, I don't even know when I became like this.in such a loser. I lost everything every damn ways to escape this shit. Why am I like this when did I became this much burden to everyone. I wish I wasn't born. Why I'm scared of everything. I don't know I k now one thing I don't have the rights to live but still here I'm. I think I'm still alive just to torture everyone around me Yeah I wish things may turn out differently but no even this stupid internet couldn't give me a easiest way to unalive fuck this shit I don't wanna be here I don't wanna go to this ducking job I wanna go to home happily I wanna smile without any hesitation is it too much to ask I just wanna sleep peacefully but how can I do this all when I became a fucking failure huh I wish someone else were born than me to my parents especially my mom who deserves everything I don't know why I came to this world as her child I'm a nightmare worst nightmare punishment I wish this will change I wishhhhh