@gracemm_
I don't really comfortable with these kind of feeling.
I'm happy but I realised I don't.
I wanted to be happy, but fate didn't let me.
I want to be away from toxic people, but I can't, they are surrounded which I can't run away from it.
I'm totally exhausted.
Aku tak sedih.
Aku tak marah.
Just ayat tu suddenly appear on my mind.
Bagi diri peluang. In the end, diri sendiri sakit. Kau rasa?
Bhenti jadi baik sgt. Kau baik dgn cara apa pun, kau lyn dia bagus mcm mana, selalu ada dgn dia, kau tlg dia, kau sabar mcm mana pun, bila org tak peduli, dia akn tetap tak peduli. So kesian kan diri kau. Buat apa kau nak baik hati sgt dgn org? Diri kau sendiri, takda siapa tlg langsung. Kau selalu tlg org yg tak layak dpt pertolongan kau. Org sakitkan hati kau, kau diam. Knp kau lembab sgt? Knp kau diam? Knp kau maafkan mcm tu ja? Even kau nak jd baik sebaik malaikat, manusia ni dah buta dgn kebendaan. Peduli diri kau. Jaga diri kau. Jaga perasaan kau. Jgn bagi org pijak diri kau.
Burden
Unexpected person
It's better for me to not talking with anyone. So I won't hurt anybody.
I hate dreaming.
Having crush on someone also will slowly crush yourself too.
Blind