graciexlol
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hey guys!! so so sorry i’ve been inactive—i swear i’ll explain everything. i swear i’ll respond to everything i’ve missed, but i just wanted to say i’m going to temporarily delete wattpad.
grammar sucks btw i feel like shit—so since i was little, i’ve usually been free on the internet and my parents haven’t watched over me that much—which is awesome! even my parents’ best friends do that to their kids—and their kids are MY best friends, so i know what they do.
however, social media ain’t a good place to spend most of your time in, and because of that i’ve just been a fucking mess since for years.
again, i don’t have much time, so i swear i’ll explain everything later. but essentially i’m struggling a lot mentally. it feels like my head is a prison and to escape that i read or i watch. but when i doomscroll or something i just feel worse. i hope i’m not mistaken but i think in the modern world a lot of people feel this way
i’ve always been the perfect, golden girl who did nothing wrong. that’s why recently when i’ve been getting in trouble in school, it came as a huge shock and obviously attacked my ego. so i did a butt ton of research about it and came to a conclusion. and i’ve been trying to do something about it to help myself overcome this but nothing works.
i asked my parents for help (after contemplating it for a long time) and they got pissed off and told me to deal with it by myself, that they don’t give a fuck. i’m half tempted to ask my school for help—just *anyone*. i hate asking for help so it’s embarrassing lmao. however, asking my school in secret would not be good for my conscience so i don’t think i’ll be doing that
AadSai1
@graciexlol Hey hey hey, it's alright. Take your time. Social media can take a toll on your mental health, and no one's forcing you to stay. Take as long as you need, your mental health comes first. And if you think you have a disorder then get proper help. Your mom is sure to come around soon. And to be honest, I feel you. I'm not one of those people who's parents know about this, so I get you. I've come to know things I shouldn't from this website, but I'm not going to blame it. It's not all bad, I've met amazing people like you soo. And you certainly aren't burdening us, you know. It's not bad to ask for help, like, at all. And everything may seem dark now but the light will come eventually. Don't worry about it. And let's hope your parents are understanding. You've got this, and remember, you are never alone. (I sound kinda like Apollo in The Battle of The Labyrinth help—)
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