grasslillies

I'm baaaaaaaaaaack~

grasslillies

I feel like I'm drowning, im drifting and dying. Im sinking and crying. Just as I'm about to let it happen and sink to the darkness that enslaves me. I see the hand dart in to save me. I reach and I reach until I feel the soft skin. They grasp my hand and swiftly pull me in. I gasp for breathe and they let me do it. When I open my eyes I see just the person, I knew it. They embrace me in a hug and tell me I am not to blame. I cry and cry thinking nothing will ever be the same. I look at my arms imagining the scars that would've been there. Then I think as to why I never put em there. Its because of them that I'm saved again. But I hope I still have them as a friend next time I fall in.

grasslillies

I have to do everything myself. I have to do my math homework by myself because my parents can't help me. I don't understand most of the things I'm doing but there's nothing anyone can do to help me. I get yelled at for doing the exact same thing my siblings do. I'm expected to do everything. "Get me this" "Get me that" those phrases come from my mom mostly. I do everything for my siblings but they never do anything for me. I get so mad I just wanna cuss every one out. I feel like I'm gonna cry. I feel like I wanna die right now but that won't help things it'll make it worse. I feel like I'm suffocating and I can't freaking take it. Im about to snap.