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i dont have access to any of the accounts i use to use anymore </3  im so bored its insane

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thanks to kalvin garrah im STILL unlearning the transmedicalist mindset. when i first came to terms with the fact i was trans, kalvin was one of the first youtubers that helped me realise that. however, he also perpetuated the harmful mindset that you NEED to want surgeries and hormones and to pass fully to be "truly" trans. yes, you need disphoria. no, medical transition is not necessary. but, even though i know this now, i still feel like im "faking" my dysphoria because i'm scared of getting surgeries (i actually really want top surgery but i'm terrified of getting surgery so i'm still very unsure) and honestly this was just a fuck kalvin garrah (and blaire white) psa

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honestly i hate that brad mondo pushes the capitalist ideology that you NEED to go spend 100 pounds (or dollars, for americans) to get your hair done professionally. like BITCH if i wanna dye my hair then imma do it myself cus i trust myself more than a stranger and i dont feel like spending that much money on something i can do decently at home