grayfirezs

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grayfirezs

I hate myself. I ruin something I wish I didn't ruin and now I wish I died and never existed l. I'm feeling very suicidal. I don't want to be in this world anymore. I don't want to live. I'm useless. Worthless. I can't stand to live in this world. I want to die. Somebody please I don't want to be alone forever. I can't stand being and feeling like this. I don't even know who I am anymore. Let me sleep forever until I want to wake up. I hate reality the whole too as well. No wonder I hate humans. We feel emotions as for animals don't have to love like us as they know what they're doing. Just let me die but I can't as I'll make my family sad maybe not my friend but idk. Let me die.

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@lexizarts Hey, you know what? I feel the same. I feel the same but with a different reason. But guess what? It also gets better. I'm still having those same thoughts. But, I figured out distancing myself from people in that time wasn't something I should have done, and instead I should have been trying to get closer to those people. I've thought exactly the same about death. I want to die but my friends and family would be heartbroken if I took my life. And I know people always will tell you that it'll be alright, and that's not something you need to hear while these times occur. But actually, your mind is what longs for someone to tell you that they're there for you, and that you can go to those people whenever. Even if there is something wrong, taking your life should never be something it should turn to. No matter how much you feel like that's the only solution. I've met some great people in my life, and then I only had to realize, "If I took my life, I would have never met these people." And so that's why, death is never somethign you should ponder to get rid of mental and physical pain. It should be the last thing, and should be the last thing of your mind. Because it does get better. I know it does. So just keep going, alright?
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grayfirezs

Ok so I wanted to ask yall a question. Who's the tip four hottest and I guess pretty handsome e boi in my hero academia. Alright this is for a story I'm going to write and thought I need your help. Just need four boy that you thought no are hot in my hero academia.

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@lexizarts 
            1= Half and Half Todoroki.. I guess??
            2= Then there's Mirio and 
            3= his pal tentacles emo dude (forgot his name sorry) 
            4= ..F*ck it, ran out of ideas.. Mineta
            
            Dunno, just bored
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