I'm just gonna try and finish the 'Flowers Blooming in Your Lungs' fic from here on out. *sigh* I'm happy for Ethan, truly, and wish him all the best. I think he really does love her and really committed to it and just for him, I hope they'll be together for a long time.
I'm still gonna mope a bit, and that fic will probably end in either a bad end or at least a bittersweet ending because of it, but I'm really gonna finish it. I put it off for too long. Though, I guess it was kind of perfect that in the story, Ethan has an unnamed girlfriend that I never plan to give name to anyway. Still, I'm gonna mope then I'll finish that story.