Ethan's most recent tweet broke my heart. "I'm done faking it, I'm honestly at a really shitty place mentally". This poor boy deserves nothing but happiness. I wish I could hug him and reassure him that everything will be okay and that it's okay to feel shitty sometimes, but I'll never be on a personal level with him like that which makes me feel even worse. I'm only 1/4,000,000. I can't make an impact on his life like he can on mine. I just want him to be happy. :((