grey_hoodies

Indirects are for pussies. When you hurt someone there's a scar there. You may have made a mark in my life but don't worry it's all negative. In the grand scheme of thing your homophobia and bigotry wont get you far xx

grey_hoodies

Closure is a grand thing
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grey_hoodies

Lol nm
          
          I haven't slept for a week and 6 am posts are trash. So here's another. 
          
          I'm deleting this app. The account will always remain but I'm not here anymore. I've done a lot here. It's helped me through a lot. I'm not ashamed to admit it was there when I had to deal with my mental clusterfuck, my identity , my first love and therefor heart break. My writing has improved massively and I've been inspired a countless amount of times. I'm not a good person and I'm working on that. Even so I've learnt from my time away that some people are fatally toxic. It's almost abusive. Mentally, it is and always has been. People want to struggle so they can write about it because they're boring with no sense of adventure. Nothing is poetic about it, I was once like this too. But pain isn't funny nor is it romantic. Delusion got the best of us. But as I've matured I've learnt more. The people I surrounded myself with now aren't good people but are kind and loyal to me. They don't pry on my weaknesses. My friend, he says I'm the queen of self sabotage. I wanted to say this forever and it's time. 
          
          So enjoy your lives on here most have been lovely, others... rot in hell and don't worry you won't be able to turn that into poetry :)
          
          You'll always have a place in my heart despite this mess because I'm messed up. 
          
          Forever and always x

grey_hoodies

P.S : everyone who 'knew' you said you were irrelevant... guess that grand personality didn't get you too far. Awkward
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