greyyskiesss

locked notes is out now :)

Madddhatter34

Hey, apologies, trying to reach some  like-minded poets and poetry readers. If there are any readers out there who are spiritual and love deep poetry, I'm a newly published author trying to share some of my writing. Please feel free to check me out, here below I have some of my published work on Wattpad.   
          https://www.wattpad.com/1429628916-an-angel-that-fell-that-saved-a-boy-from-hell
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1437486596-through-the-door-where-dreams-implore-leaving

greyyskiesss

long message, but i’d like you to read it through.
          
          lately, i have been dealing with personal struggles. mental health, school, and family problems i won’t get into. i felt alone, sad, numb, angry, unmotivated. i felt as if my existence didn’t matter to anyone, that i was unloved and not needed in this world. i’m still struggling against those feelings, to see life as the gift it is instead of the burden it has felt like for the past couple of months. on the days i could, i wrote down a couple of my thoughts on the Iphone notes app. it got addicting: being able to talk to someone without the complication of actually talking to someone. i started typing out everything i felt related to my mental state, the good and the bad. i found that it was extremely helpful. the point of this message is to announce my new “book”, Locked Notes. Locked Notes is book full of quotes from my notes app that i’m willing to share in order to make others feel understood, and to keep that loneliness out anyone’s of sight. i’ve written 70 parts with a goal of 100 parts, and if you are feeling out of place, or need to get something out, i encourage you try to put it into words. message it to me, and with your permission, i will put your quote into my book, anonymously unless told otherwise. 
          
          if you ever, ever need someone to talk to, feel free to reach out to me; i will always listen. take care of yourself, eat good food, drink a lot of water, and get plenty of rest. and most importantly, make sure to seek help if you feel even the slightest out of place.
          
          you matter, always.
          
          i love you all, thank you for reading.
          
          Locked Notes will be published October 1st.

greyyskiesss

this message may be offensive 
guys...i need some advice lol
          
          okay so my boyfriend hangs out with his ex A LOT. i'm totally fine if they are friends, i don't own him and he can do whatever he wants. but: his ex hates me. like her entire family has openly talked shit about me :) the good thing is that he always asks me first if he can go hangout with her, but i'm not going to be a controlling girlfriend so i always say yes, even though it makes me uncomfortable.
          basically what i'm asking is do i talk to him about it or just leave it because it's not a big deal? and if i do talk to him about it, what the hell am i supposed to say??

rosie12178

@greyyskiesss @greyyskiesss your boyfriend shouldn't be hanging out with his ex especially if she hates you it's just a lack of respect, and it's not healthy at all, your boyfriend has a weird behavior your tranquility should come first. Talk to him because for me I couldn't tolerate this kind of behavior, literally what do they do when they hang out?
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badbishenergybaby

UMMMM your boyfriend shouldn’t be hanging out with an ex that openly hates you period. You really need to talk about it with him because girl why is YOUR man hanging out with someone who clearly doesn’t respect you. It’s not controlling to have boundaries and if it makes you uncomfortable then bring it up. If he acts werid and doesn’t respond well then clearly he’s dumb asf because me personally you would NEVER catch me hanging out with an ex because they are a ex for a reason.
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