grialldied

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tried out for the volleyball team and i tried my best but it wasn't good enough. they had the nerve to tell me "you were great, you just weren't what i was looking for but don't give up !! play in clubs or try cross country" like fuck you. this was the only thing that i actually pushed myself to try and achieve and i failed. i got home and cried my eyes out and i'm still so mad at myself. but whatever. that's what i get for trying, right? god i knew i wouldn't make it but for some reason i still wasted my time trying to be good enough. whatever. 

grialldied

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tried out for the volleyball team and i tried my best but it wasn't good enough. they had the nerve to tell me "you were great, you just weren't what i was looking for but don't give up !! play in clubs or try cross country" like fuck you. this was the only thing that i actually pushed myself to try and achieve and i failed. i got home and cried my eyes out and i'm still so mad at myself. but whatever. that's what i get for trying, right? god i knew i wouldn't make it but for some reason i still wasted my time trying to be good enough. whatever.